I have a awful past with robeats. And my birthday got ruined last year. And that day is approaching this year May 7th is the pacific day this year I turn 12. I might quit robeats or even roblox all together this year on my birthday. The pain I have deep down when it comes to robeats, it's unbearable. I feel like I've changed the whole game. Everyone's minds turned off of my friend, and onto me. Everyone thought I was him. But I wasn't. I'm me. Not Ethan. I'm not the best player I used to say. No one listened. I gave up at that point. I just focused on leaderboards. Then all of a sudden he disappeared, now expandion was topping lb. I thought he was having a week off, but I've never seen him since the 11th May 2019. Me and him were good friends. I do dearly miss him. And I did this. I never meant to. But I did. So his ban was my fault. Him losing everything he's worked for, his yt, his titles, his friends. It was all my fault. This is why I don't understand why I am friends with people like expandion, mystic and rey. Its like I've replaced him. My dear friend, Ethan if you ever saw this, I'm sorry. I still with cherish all you gave me. Goodbye.
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